Okay...guys, please read this. :(

Basically...I might not see or talk to my girlfriend for a very long time. I'm not certain how long it's going to be, but it could be years. I just don't know.

Her dad got mad at her over something while they were on vacation, but she used the computer to talk to me anyway...and...it just snowballed from there. Suffice to say, she is not allowed contact with me anymore.

So...yeah. I realize most of you probably won't read this, but I might be around more now, because I really need people to talk to. I'm already sleeping awful, and that's leading to depression and these panic attacks.

crap, I'm sorry to hear about that. I'm here for talking/listening whenever I'm on.

aaw man that sucks! i really feel for you.
If u wanna talk come online on msn messenger :O im kind of sick these days so im home most of the time.
Just talk and ill be there bro

Damn Sy, that's even rougher than my issue. ^^;

Mega_Rat will give you a bro hug and a nice pat in the back. Hopefully you really won't have to wait a whole year though. There has to be someway for her to get in touch with you? Heck maybe even send letters through mail?

Why does her making her dad mad not allow her to communicate with you though? Did he take away everything? O_o

She got grounded for something stupid, but she used the computer to talk to me anyway, and she got punished more for that...then she used the computer again, etc...

She can probably send me letters, but her parents would see if I sent her anything.

To really understand this, you need to understand her dad. Rat, remember that topic I made on CE about her dad being a piece of ****? He's a piece of crap, all his kids hate him. He isn't protective like most people think, he's controlling. He wouldn't even let his daughters paint their nails until I cussed him out about it.

So....yeah. I swear to god, I am really close to just beating the f*** out of him.

im sorry i wasnt there dude
Im having really heavy attacks myself and my mother couldnt stay long so i had to sleep a couple of nights over at my bro's house cause being alone just summons the attacks.anyway thats why i was not responding.
from now on ill set my status to online when im home and set it to gone when im not .

Sorry to hear all of this, man. I can't say I've had an issue like yours, nor can I say I understand how you feel. I can imagine it, though. I've been through hardships before, though, and they have a way of either getting cleared up or clearing themselves up in unexpected ways, and at unexpected times. The biggest thing is patience. Hang in there.

She just broke off contact with me last night.

F*** all of this. I'm f***ing done.

No offense to your GF, but ... if I liked someone, I wouldn't be breaking contact at anytime. >_>

You can keep trying though, maybe if you push to contact her she'll want ya! xD

... *pats back*

=( that sux man
but maybe some closure will be good for relieving some stress
worst situation to be in is constant stress of rather you 2 would have broken up contact or not
anyway try not to pannic at night and drink some thee before you go to bed
gl sleeping and were here if u need some advice

Mega_Rat wrote:

No offense to your GF, but ... if I liked someone, I wouldn't be breaking contact at anytime. >_>

You can keep trying though, maybe if you push to contact her she'll want ya! xD

... *pats back*

Yeah, that's how I feel. :\ kind of breaks my heart.